sometimes i wish i could just have a blank canvas of myself and make myself the person i want to be.
sometimes i wish i could just have a blank canvas of myself and make myself the person i want to be.
indian, more specifically hyderabadi.
That’s a hard question to answer really. I mean I could just say “everything”, but she deserves more than just a generic answer. I like her because of small things such as the way she gets excited over stuff. As well as bigger things like how she makes me feel extremely comfortable and open around her. I like her because I can tell her the most random and weird things, chill anywhere and have a good time as long as she’s with me, and say stupid jokes and she’d still laugh. The way she still smiles and brings a positive energy even through everything, encourages me to do good things like praying or studying, and appreciates all the small things I try and do for her. Plus other random qualities like how great the way she dresses is, her interests, her text post making skills lol. Seriously I could go on and on about her, but I’ll cut it short. I guess the most important thing is that she makes me really happy.
She has such a beautiful smile masha’Allah. Every time I see it or even think about, I can’t help but get the biggest smile myself. It probably helps that she has the most beautiful lips too masha’Allah.
i feel bad for my female friends who have to constantly hear about her
i say i hate everyone but in reality i only really hate myself
the dumb thing is that i’m not even sad about anything
i’m always just super depressed for no reason
i shouldn’t be allowed around mirrors. i spend way too much time looking at myself.